this year i got a compass for christmas, my mom told me it was so i could find my way.

so much pent up energy.  i’m ready for boxes and my home.  haven’t gone to sleep yet.  dressed in all black, feeling confident and maybe a little sick to my stomach.  i’m done with the down days (i hope).   today the weather is odd, the wind is fierce and rutger’s not awake yet.  i’m about to change that.